Many Christians will tell you that you cannot join Christ without joining them. That’s just not so.
Joining Christ is one thing. Joining Christians is quite another. I encourage you to do the first and forget the second.
You can join Christ right where you are. Just look to Him, knowing that He sees your every thought. Acknowledge His love for you and His authority over you. Commit yourself to live for Him, and then spend the rest of your life doing so.
Joining Christians means going to church. That’s superfluous activity. You don’t need new people to love; you need to love the people you already know – especially those for whom you are responsible.
Join Christ. He will not reject you.